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Hi i'm Danie. Forever an immature baby ~^^ I stan Exo and my ultimate bias would be PARK CHANYEOL!!! I love him more with his imperfections that makes him perfect in my eyes XD And I trust God in my life ~^^

A lot of drama is happening right now in the Exo Fandom, I am too an Exo stan.
I have no problems in any one of the members dating, cause loving someone is not a crime, but yes it does hurt of course but the pain you will feel will go away eventually (guys comfort food and sleep works to move on hehe) don’t think too much about if you loved your bias too much, remember they’re just artist’s and most of us will always be looked as their fans only. Yes, let’s be honest here. Maybe they do look at us as money making machines, but that’s kinda unavoidable. And yes without us they won’t succeed so they always do their “Thank You/Love You” speech to fans because it’s just right to thank us fans, courtesy.

If you ask me, have I ever thought of leaving the fandom? Honestly, Yes I did. But I didn’t. After seeing Exo as OT12 that day for the first time performing, It was like, you could say “love at first sight” I promised to support them no matter what :)

This year, when the Kris issue started, all of us were surprised. But I stayed positive and didn’t choose sides, it’s not wrong to cheer on both sides. There’s nothing wrong wishing both sides all the best, what’s wrong is wishing bad things to people. That’s what I’ve been taught as I was a kid by my mom. We will never know what happened or his reason was. If he was indeed being selfish or if he had problems with the company, because we’re not there when things happened.

And now with the most recent one Baekhyun and Taeyeon dating, as I said there’s nothing wrong in dating. Of course we thought it was too early, but love is unexpected.
Then fans were angry because he promised those things about dating when he turned 35, remember love is unexpected and well some promises were meant to be broken. And besides he’s in his early 20’s. And then rumors are spreading about Baekhyun and Taeyeon, bad rumors. Okay, to be honest. I can believe those bad rumors actually, the entertainment business is full of deceit and lies. It’s possible he may have had a really messed up past and an attitude, he’s an artist he shows you what he want you to see and like. Most artist do all these nice thing to please fans, gain more fans and etc. that’s business.

I want to leave, but the hard part there is i’m being stubborn, I don’t want to leave because of these things happening, I like their music so I’m sticking with them because of the music but not because of them as an individual, i used to like them because of the personality they showed us, but I know 70% may have been an act and the remaining percentage may have had some realness to it. Because of that bit of realness I liked them but right now, I won’t be easily swayed by what they say or do. What I said may have sounded wrong, I’m sorry. Those are just my thoughts on everything that’s happening. I loved them too much I admit that loving them too much was wrong. I kinda learned the hard way. but in the end I wish all the best for them and I’ll try get rid this bit of pain,sadness, disappointment away. My fangirl life during 2006-2011 wasn’t this hard. This is a first for me to go through this. Things we’re just happening too fast and couldn’t grasp on what was happening.

Let’s all take a rest a bit from all these, and give ourselves a break and enjoy little things outside it will help a bit~ ^^ to be honest I’m somehow more worried about our fellow Exo stans out there who maybe still hurt from all of these and who may have no one to confide to, remember fellow Exo stans are here international or Korean stans doesn’t matter. ^^

WARNING GUYS THIS WAS JUST A CONVERSATION WITH A FRIEND.

a ridiculous very stupid thoughts just to make ourselves feel better about everything, coz I’m still in indenial mode about everything that I admit, yes childish I know~ 

My friend and I discussed “what if”s what if this was just something that SM just thought of doing, making a big scene and all. with Kris being like Hangeng in the past BUT the difference is that this happened during in the middle of promotions and with their first upcoming concert in a week.

so we thought maybe, possibly SM would think of ways to make Exo talk of the town or in this case the whole South Korea, so that people would keep on talking about them their issues and the upcoming concert tour what would happen? stuffs like that. since the comeback got very delayed previously so they needed to find a way to make people talk about Exo more, so why not make a very BIG ISSUE?

(forgive us, we were really bored and the conversation just started that way)

It was a shock and it was unbelievable, we couldn’t believe that Kris who went away from home and started a career in Korean and would just stop and do his own thing, that’s just wrong right? and they’re at the peak of their career not really but you know….he gave up to soon in his group…

so me and my friend concluded, this is so gonna sound stupid haha

Next week, Kris would suddenly be back in Seoul and settled everything about his contract issues, and the concert goes on as 12 members proving that no matter what “They are one” 

-guys please don’t take this negatively. I was so in the indenial stage so much that we ended up having this conversation and my friend was in full blast supportive in my crazy made up story. but whatever the result is I’ll prepare myself a box of tissues either I cry of happiness or sadness…

If I may have offended someone with this I’m very sorry. I just don’t want to think negatively on this issue. I’d rather stay positive while I still can ad I just sounded childish and delu…but that’s me haha :)) 

If you guys think about it… everything is happening so fast and sudden, we were caught of guard and the rest of the Exo members has been caught of guard too.

I still support all 12, I’m in between, I am not siding with anyone, I’m just being fair looking at both sides.

Rumors are spreading both kris and the 11 members of Exo, both are in pain and facing a tough time. I can’t say kris is in more pain or the rest of the Exo members are in more pain, the bottom line is both sides are facing difficulties as of the moment and are in pain.

The best thing we fans can do, is to stop believing in rumors, spreading rumors too if there’s no truth in any article that you read stop sharing them it just adds oil to these huge fire that has already bee ignited.

Let’s just be patient and wait for official statements from both SME and Kris side. and whatever may be the results of this trial that we are facing in this fandom, we have no choice but to just prepare ourselves for better or for worst.

I was shocked as I found out about this issue, I was also in pain and I shed some tears, but then I realized today. I’m a fan and yet I feel this much pain, what more for the 12 of them. Kris and the 11 Exo members, the pain and stress they’re feeling right now? 

Remember we’re fans, we only see what they want us to see, we will never know what they’re really like in real life. don’t judge them based on rumors you read about them or articles about them that is spreading.

Personally I want this to end nicely with them being able to settle this issue soon, but of course hoping things like kris going back into group is an unsure possibility. but I’ll keep on hoping, but if he does choose another path honestly I don’t know what to feel, if he does go to another company then I’ll think of many possibilities but neither would be the definite answer, him being selfish or there may be some things going on in the company and the group that we will never know. either way we will never know.(unless they tell us)

I’ve said a lot haha those are just my personal opinions, my opinions may sound a bit biased even though I said I was on the neutral side or may sound offensive to other fans. but Exo stans let’s stay on being as one~ in the end in real life we only have each other fan to fan for comfort ^^ 

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“Kris”

Okay, let’s be calm about this let’s not assume yet since Kris hasn’t said anything yet regarding whatever decision he is making. so let’s just calm down and support all of them.

And let’s understand if the members feels bad or betrayed, it’s just like with your bestfriends when they don’t tell you what’s going on and they go make a big decision without informing you, so it kinda feels like they don’t trust you enough to tell you their problems. so I guess that’s how the members felt like when they found about Kris filing a lawsuit, but in then end I have a feeling things will be back to normal again with time. 

so guys let’s just keep on supporting all 12 through this~ I bet they feel more conflicted, knowing that these whole time they have a member who was having troubles on his own and wasn’t sharing it with anyone. maybe because he didn’t want to burden anyone but just couldn’t take it anymore and reached his limit and made a decision without much thought, that may seem selfish but he is a normal person too disregard his idol status, he’s just like everyone of us with limits and does rash decisions without much thought. 

Yes, he was a bit of irresponsible, he knows they have a concert coming and it’s their first concert tour and he did this, but remember we will never know what was going on in his side of the story. 

And I already felt something like this will happen when Wolf Era started and they kept on having promotions and activities performances, travelling here and there. Then they had a short break but suddenly they have a comeback. and I expected one of the China line to step up and do this, I just can’t help thinking this happened to soon. I wasn’t prepared nor do I plan to prepare myself for this kind of things.This happening thrice is enough in fandoms that I get into. 

This with Exo is the 3rd time hearing a member having troubles with their company.

again let’s just support them and not bash anyone’s side even SME’s side. let’s just wait for news from Kris and SME. 

those are just my thoughts bye~

Kris is like “sunny10’s not my style”
Chanyeol just being Chanyeol
Luhan just does “ahhh…”
Baekhyun’s is just lmao it’s like he’s cute but there’s something funny about it lol
Kyungsoo is smiling loving and so is Kai at the can LOL

Kris is like “sunny10’s not my style”

Chanyeol just being Chanyeol

Luhan just does “ahhh…”

Baekhyun’s is just lmao it’s like he’s cute but there’s something funny about it lol

Kyungsoo is smiling loving and so is Kai at the can LOL

Kyungsoo catches my attention again…this is an involuntary thing hahaha

Kyungsoo catches my attention again…this is an involuntary thing hahaha

Seriously I always notice Kyungsoo doing some moves that just makes me laugh hahaha

Seriously I always notice Kyungsoo doing some moves that just makes me laugh hahaha

Baek’s like come on girl~
kidding still our puppy so cute~

Baek’s like come on girl~

kidding still our puppy so cute~

I cannot with kyungsoo’s face omg hahaha he’s feeling it LOL

I cannot with kyungsoo’s face omg hahaha he’s feeling it LOL

Look at the unicorn twirling at the back~
Baekhyun bullying Tao again~ while mama suho’s looking lol
Kai’s like idc I’m enjoying this~

Look at the unicorn twirling at the back~

Baekhyun bullying Tao again~ while mama suho’s looking lol

Kai’s like idc I’m enjoying this~